Book release

Yesss… my book will be released in April 2019!!  It all started on the 19th of June 1999: that very day I fully committed to being ME with ALL THAT I AM. That day I promised myself Faithfulness, Fidelity and Full Support in my Darkness and in my Light during a Self-Marriage Ritual amidst my best Sister-friends as my witnesses. I am still wearing my self-wedding ring on my left thumb, as a daily reminder of my vows. After that […]

Let Us Do Our Magic…! 

We women have Infinite Healing Powers! Healing ourselves first of all, healing others (which basically means bringing others back into a place of self-healing) and healing the feminine/masculine balance on a collective level.  Women can create true Magic by getting together, aligning with our Female Forces and tapping into that collective healing field of deep, intuitive Womb Wisdom. But… Yes, there is a big BUT!! Most of the time we are blocked from this source. Stuck. Not flowing. Blocked. Sick. […]

Ayahuasca (on)Zin

“Mijn realiteit is dat Ayahuasca ongekend veel heling kan brengen en dat dit soort natuurlijke, helende middelen door de wet verboden worden is in mijn ogen te gek voor woorden!” Laatst heb ik eindelijk de aflevering van het televisieprogramma Rambam over Ayahuasca kunnen bekijken. Ik had al gehoord dat het een behoorlijk uit z’n verband gerukt beeld over het gebruik van dit plantmiddel schetst, maar vond het desalniettemin schokkend om te zien wat er nu zoal de wereld in gezonden wordt […]

There is Always Something…

… says the Ego. The high potential of our work with the Sacred Plant Medicines keeps expanding and impressing us. Like in last weekend’s retreat, when we guided a very deep healing process for a beautiful group of people. We were able to go very deep because of the strong group support and the way that the group functioned as one big, natural organism, each and every person with a specific roll serving the whole, transforming stuff on a personal […]

Van oordeel naar Voordeel

“Een hele week samen met vrouwen. Rituelen, samen delen, dansen, misschien wel huilen, veel plezier maken. Het maakte me bang toen ik besefte dat ik echt ingeschreven had voor de “womb wisdom retraite”. Ik wou eigenlijk niet weten wat me te wachten stond, maar ik zou me overgeven aan het proces en later mijn “oordeel” erover vormen. Het is geen oordeel geworden, maar een voordeel… zoveel bevrijding, zoveel liefde mogen ontvangen en geven, oude patronen loslaten, hard werken en genieten van […]

Cacao, Tantra, Sound Medicine

“Ik heb de cacao en tantra ceremonie bij mogen wonen op 21 april 2018.  Ik vond het heel erg goed georganiseerd. Een perfecte opbouw van de ceremonie en geweldige begeleiding door Yama en Zelday. Wat een ervaring was dit. Het gevoel gezien en gehoord te worden als individu in een groep. Yama en Zelday heb ik ervaren als liefdevol maar ook professioneel. Ze maakten beide prachtige muziek en zongen helende liederen. Dank jullie wel voor deze mooie ervaring!” Janis Komproe, 24th […]

WHAT IS TANTRA? 

For us tantra is about the expansion of Consciousness that comes from a dynamic, sensate connection to life. It delights from Awareness in the senses, desires and feelings, transforming our acts into creative evolution.  Many people mistakenly think tantra is only about sex, but for us it actually is the spiritual practice of weaving together opposite energies into a Sacred Union.  WHAT IS SACRED UNION? It is the experience of feeling in harmony with yourself, with others and with the […]

TRUST

You are not meant to have it all figured out. You are not meant to have absolute certainty, or even any certainty about your next step. All you need to do is follow your Yes. Follow the natural current of your love. Live in utmost integrity with your Truth. And know that all that doesn’t serve you will vanish by itself. Sooner or later. There is nothing you need to worry about. There are no decisions that you need to […]

Madre Ayahuasca is a great teacher

Monique Konings reviewed ActWild — 5 ***** “I just returned from my first Ayahuasca Retreat. I chose to do that with Yama and Zelday because I trust their guidance completely, which is important so I could feel safe and go deep. It was so very special. Words fail to describe the experience of meeting this very beautiful and wise Plant Spirit. Yama and Zelday treat the Plant Spirits with immense respect and teach us to do so as well. Their songs […]

About TANTRA and SHAMANISM

The Path of Tantra is calling me to be fully present. Of course it does! Tantra is a deeply integrated part of my life. For me (and in me) the Path of Tantra and the Path of Plant Medicine are one and the same but sometimes one of the two is a bit more on the forefront. The last few months I have been in the jungle working with the sacred plants and for over two of the three months […]